Just almost done with, college.

OMG.
I just finished readin my old posts yknow, lol. All those posts were just, hilarious. College was freakin full of excitements, dares, hyper-active hormones, PMS, fuckin dramas, emoshits and happy endings! Had the best times with em baby girls. but tooo bad, I didnt mention much about my snuggs ): College means snuggs too yknow! HE-HE.

after all,
I've had the best 2years in my life.


30years later,

cucu : NENEK, how was college to you ?
me *proud* : CUCU, damn it, it was AWESOME. WAWAWAWA.

LOL. so true man.

Yellow !

OMG, I'm back on blogging ! I find it better to let things out here, hee I know I've been like ditching my blog over tumblr! grrrrr. so sorry!
So, Ill be having my bio pract tmrw morning! AND I'm not ready yet cos cos , I still can't figure out how to do serial dilution ! and ergh things like EPU and SMU are driving me crazy!

bah, Its time to fix my drawing skill! yek. I suck at drawing diagram !
bye!
I miss bloggie!

and and, HEH I got my drivin license already and a new car !
:D I shall update again soon after bio practical.

xo mars!

“ My theory was that if I kept my distance,
maybe you would see what you’re missing."

-but nah, as if you care. (:

Hello ! heh, I'm back !
Today marks the first day of puasa :D *jump fo raya ! So, this blog is definitely dead due to the lack of updates, I've been busy with things blablabla. Yknow how life gets chaotic sometimes. Finished my mocks and still waitin fo the AS results. =/ I have this feelin that it won't come out good this time,whatever it is, I've decided to take AS again this nov and drop elit. !! HEE. I can't belive how peaceful I feel today . What a good start for ramadhan.
Selamat berpuasa people. (:

HIATUS.

oh, won't you walk through ?

Yello ! haha. Too much yellow heh.
Bohoo, I don't have the mood to study tonight so yeah, here's the crap. Life is full of surprises, obviously. I just hate changes damn it. I'm tired and exhausted. The last few days were unproductive! Too much going-out and no revision. I ended up feeling like a loser at the end of the days. No study, yes MAS is a loser. HAHAHA. errrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.

Oh yeah, esp for
Fatimah dari sumatra :P, thanks for always be there for me. I love you.
Arifuddin, do your best okay! Congrats btw! :D
and and to Arif Ahmad, *im not sure if youre reading my blog anyway* but just so yknow I really miss you and I want to see you again!


bah its bed time (:
nights.

battlefield

My kitten died this afternoon, blame it on me. ): I've been feeling like a dipshit all the time. heh, pms much ? whatever. Aishah didn't go to school today *I know, loser :p and I really need to talk to her. Can't wait to see you this saturday lovah.
Oh yes,
Lemon, I thought we had a deal ? But no, I didnt see it coming.
and you Strawberry, why did you even talk to me ? I know you used to hate me this much!
Apple ! was that on purpose ? =.=
OMG banana, we gotta stop what we're doing now, teacher knows that we're up to something !
and To both watermelon and peach, hehe ! you guys are the sweeetest !

Fruit-names for them !
Haha! This is really lame but I really think its cute :P
atleast it makes me smile right ! hee sure you guys wouldnt mind.

heh Goodnight (:

Rain rain rain, here it goes again.

See that ? My folders are all well-organized and my desk is pretty much neat and and I'm happy. errrrrrm :P I couldn't go to school today *sigh I already missed the fun of playing under the rain with them girls but despite that, I'm actually enjoying the day, haha. I woke up early this morning, had maggi-soto-panas for my breakfast, fed my kittens with milk and fooling around with my nieces. and YES YES, I've just finished revising my biology ! heh.

"Oh, and it rains in your bedroom, everything is wrong
It rains when you're here and it rains when you're gone
Cause I was there when you said
Forever and always"

Bah, gotta run now.
Zaty will be here in an hour and I havent showered yet :P
Bye.

sorry lupa rotate HEHE.

I had fun with the girls today !! Its been 2days actually. :D School is not dead anymore esp with faridah around!! I cant wait for raya ! err.
So hmm, i dont have much things to say today , i just feel like posting these pictures up. so yep, takecare.
to Yus, yes kau cool ! so stay strong okay, JKB ah :P
bye.

Don't speak
I can't believe, this is here happening
Our situation isn't right
Get real, who you playing with
I never thought you'd be like this
You were supposed to be there by my side
- What if, ashley tisdale.

sigh.

School sucks and its dead.
and I'm not allowed to go anywhere.

Me : Mau kiulap beli school stuffs.
Dad : Eh jangan, kau batuk !
Me: =.=

I'm running out of foolscap papers.

Erk, this is depressing. I need mocha, anyone ? ):

love em

5-minutes-post.

I just need to let this out okay haha, so yeah. okay I am embarassed but I can't just stop smiling!! Even dad laughed at me ! he saw it pfft. I blame it on him yknow cos he was the one who made me feel like hell this morning. It happened twice !! =.= haha! This is just one heck of a day that fo sure I will remember forever. haha, done. Ms penrose asked me to wear a mask cos I have this annoying cough which seems to scare people around me. Wearing mask is cool (Y). can anyone tell me where to get those colourful masks ?
Thank god mr gill didnt mention anything about hw, I basically has lost the freakin hw papers!! I know I should be concentrating on school for now bt I feel like doing something else, like helping in a charity bazaar or whatever. Bah bah study first.


okay , its a 10mins post.
Enjoy the night people. (:

to Yusatiqah Yusof and Arif Leong, goodluck for tomorrow yeah!


"Take every moment; you know that you own them.
It’s all you can do, use what’s been given to you." - Live like youre dying by lenka. (Y)

sat-urday

Yellooooo !
Whee I finally have the time to update my blog !
So yeah,hows ur hols been ?
Extended holiday has been an issue to everyone heh ? this ones for you.
" its like we're given an opportunity to do more revision, so that we can master all of the previous topics that have been covered before. And when the school reopens, we will be completely ready to cover another topics (: thats what I think lah, not that I've been spending my time doing revision anyway. " - yep, me talkin shits about education.

moving-on.
I really want to watch HM with them girls ): It's like our bonding moments together !

Yusatiqah Yusof,
I miss you.

Farhana Hatnan,
drive carefully !

Fariday Papayayas,
Get well soon baby . ):
and

Dyg Siti Aisyah Jaafar,
get your ass here now !

While waiting for aishah to come, I shall continue with this post yes?.
There's this thing about me, its like I tend to forget things that happened last month or last week or even yesterday. Maybe its just too much things in my head or what ? I cant seem to remember everything =.= and even worst, I tend to get really hyper every night, its been happening for weeks now and even when I'm sick. Being sick and hyper at the same time, just doesnt go right.

yay, aishah's here with a big smile on her face ! apaeh, nampak tah braces nya :p
bah later.

oh yep before that,
Someone is thankful for the support that you have provided. (:

♥

whoo!
see the difference ?
lol
gorgeous eh!
(Yus and shaa )

HAHAHA yus (Y)
So cute meh.

I'm loving all these beautiful words.♥

When you act like nothing ever happened
I feel like I should feel bad
But I can't like someone who thought
They're the only one that mattered
While my heart got shattered like romantic roadkill
My heart is all splattered your ego got fatter
And I hope that you're flattered
Cause you broke this down
The best thing that you never had

Like the toilet seat never got lifted
And I pissed on your confidence
When you weren't around, how can that be?
Don't turn this around
You were the one
Who drove my ass right to the ground.

OMG.

"Did you say it? 'I love you. I don't ever want to live without you. You changed my life.' Did you say it? Make a plan. Set a goal. Work toward it, but every now and then, look around; Drink it in 'cause this is it. It might all be gone tomorrow."

- Grey's Anatomy.

Grey's Anatomy.
Derek: I wanna be with you forever, and you wanna be with me forever. In order to do that we need to make vows. A commitment. A contract. Give me a piece of paper.

Meredith: I don't! I... I... I don't. I have post its!

Derek: (takes the post its and a pen) Ok. What do we wanna promise each other?

Meredith: That you'll love me... even when you hate me.

Derek: To love each other, even when we hate each other. (writes it down) No running. Ever! (Mer smiles and comes and sits in front of him) Nobody walks out. No matter what happens.

Meredith: No running.

Derek: (writes it down) What else?
Meredith: That we'll take care of each other, even when we're old, and smelly, and senile. And... if I get Alzheimer's and forget you...

Derek: I will remind you who I am, every day. To take care when old, senile, and smelly (writes it down) This is forever. (signs it) Sign.

Meredith: This is our wedding. A post it? (smiles)

Derek: Mhmmm. If you sign it.

Meredith: (signs it, and hands it back. Has tears in her eyes) Now what?

Derek: Now I kiss the bride. (They kiss)

Meredith: (smiling) Married.

Derek: (smiling) Married. (sticks their post it in Mer's locker) You see that? (Mer nods and smiles) Plenty of time.

Damn it, I love this part.

babybee.

Guess what?
She's back !! :P I miss you love.
so anyhoo, yay I just received a text from whoever-it-is saying that the school holiday will be extended to 5th of july . HEH. God loves me :P I'm not ready for school yet !! so yep another week should be enough for me. I miss school, NOT.

Another-day-out.

• woke up at 8.30am! =.=
  
• career talk - with Farhana and Yus.
• "Mas, I'm at your kadai " -Musfirah. Had to pick her up then. (:
• mau MARTABAK. :P
• bought DVDS and we decided to watch it at my place.

So we watched HORROR movie. hmm scary i tell you.
Farhana : gampang!
Yus : amit amit amit!

and No, it didnt end just like that. :P
Ill continue the story nanti lah, I have something better to do after this. :P
Nights.

22.06.09

I've been going out ever since the holiday started (Y). This is fun, really. Went off to KK on last Monday and back on Thursday night. The trip was awesome ♥♥♥.
Okay, Ima get deep here.
Im getting better, no really I am ! I see things differently now. -oh right, just cut it off lah.

OMG OMG, I just received a text from FATIN saying that SHE'S COMING OVER TO MY HOUSE . =D I miss you baby I miss you.

the uh-things.

• I still couldn't get along with some people, I've tried but yeah now it's up to them.
• no,I haven't registered for the driving whatever-thing yet. I think dad's delaying it on purpose =.=
• I don't miss school. HEHE but i do miss tea special.
  
• I'm going out with mussy tomorrow ! can't wait.''

oh no, gtg now. The girls are here.

oh yeah, Im back

• I miss them girls .
  
• I miss them best friends.
• I can't help but to love myself even more. :P *you're not taking this seriously, are you ?*
  

Futsal (Y).
Life has been hectic.
Though everything is actually going out of control, i realized that I'm actually has started to love school. err. I am exhausted, in fact.
I used to think I could cut myself off, stay safe in my own little bubble but as long as I'm part of it, and as long as they keep doing the things they do , it'll be part of my life too. That's the way it is. Just so, I'm used to it.

oh yep. I need to get back to socio now.
test test test. *tired ku bui*.

bah bye.

love.

"The early bird catches the worm; a stitch in time saves nine. He who hesitates is lost. We can't pretend we haven't been told. We've all heard the proverbs, heard the philosophers, heard our grandparents warning us about wasted time, heard the damn poets urging us to ‘seize the day'. Still sometimes we have to see for ourselves. We have to make our own mistakes. We have to learn our own lessons. We have to sweep today's possibility under tomorrow's rug until we can't anymore, until we finally understand for ourselves like Benjamin Franklin meant. That knowing is better than wondering, that waking is better than sleeping. And that even the biggest failure, even the worst most intractable mistake beats the hell out of never trying."

- Grey's anatomy.

Yuth, our deal is officially over. :p
no more study from 8pm till 11pm.
TIRED bah.

Happy Birthday Ching !! (:

*yeah, this is her :p *

HAPPY BIRTHDAY FARIDAH HJ YAHYA !
I LOVE YOU BABY ! (:


We had dinner and beach party well-planned just for her ! (:

me : You had fun baby ?

Fari : It was the best birthday ever. I love y'all from the very deep of my heart.
selamanya vyhzxs!! :P


AWWWWW. Its worth the effort. =D
I'm sure PAP would update you with that sooner or later.
so yeah, just go to her blog.

I'll post our pictures soon yes "vyh" ?




love.

I mith you zai!!! (:

Mars❤ says:
i miss ___ wah
Mars❤ says:
masa last day of school
Shaa, says:
me too
Shaa, says:
ya baik arh aku
Mars❤ says:
kami nangis and hugged each other ):
Mars❤ says:
gosh
Shaa, says:
yeahhh
Shaa, says:
ya tolong aku jua wah banget
Shaa, says:
like crita crita apatu
Shaa, says:
if nada dgn apa
Shaa, says:
wwwwwwwww
Shaa, says:
i wanna chat with him
Mars❤ says:
YATAAHH
Mars❤ says:
i miss him
Mars❤ says:
remember msa computer lab???
Mars❤ says:
our jokes.
Shaa, says:
yeahh
Mars❤ says:
ia selalu ckp lame apa
Mars❤ says:
i miss wah
Mars❤ says:
ia kuat makan wah juaa ): suka ku tu. rasakan ku bagi bah food ku ah, psl
cali if ia makan. haha
Shaa, says:
we hng out d canteennn.
Mars❤ says:
haha
Shaa, says:
HAHA
Shaa, says:
kami ada arh blognya kaliarrr yg dulu mas
Shaa, says:
ingat kau??
Mars❤ says:
rindu ____ jua ):
Mars❤ says:
awuu
Mars❤ says:
HAHAA.
Shaa, says:
hahaha yg kami gmbar macbook
Mars❤ says:
mau baca post nyaa
Shaa, says:
awwwwww aku ingat tu aku sma _____.
Shaa, says:
eh suka ku eh
Shaa, says:
bah done
Mars❤ says:
I dont wana see the other side of him or anyone else.
who am I to judge right ?
bah done done.





Who says that we don't miss you?
I don't care if you hate me , us or whatever.
You hate me, that doesn't mean that i'm gona have to hate you back.
I am not what you think I am.
I am not what you think I am.
I am not what you think I am.
and I said nothing about it.
Because i thought that it would be better off this way.

I guess it didnt go the way that i expected it to be.

FAF and YUTH .
For both of you.
(L)

LOL.
Selamat Bahagia.
*lamelamelame*


ERGH.
Chemistry makes me feel stupid.
Need to work more on that.

bye.



love.

Hello (:
Yay, its saturday night. wohoo, no books for tonight.
Life is hectic so far. I still have so much things to be done .

bah bah bah.
Bye.



love.

lol. new guitar (:

*sakai much*

ps : to you-know-who-you-are. Nah, i took a picture of it sudah and even posted it here. :p


Oh anyway I have somethingto share (:

Yush. says:

If u inda belajar, you will end up kawin ________
Yush. says:
Mau?
awayMars❤ says:
bh if aku nda mau bljr revise or do my hw from 8pm till 11 pm
awayMars❤ says:
maknanya i will end up with ________.
awayMars❤ says:
sah !
awayMars❤ says:
HAHAHAAHAHAH !
awayMars❤ says:
INGATKAN AKU SETIAP HARI YUS.
awayMars❤ says:
i belajar every malam except for saturday night. but if ada function or jalan , nda papa ah yuth.
awayMars❤ says:
like if aku stay at home, then nda buat apa apa, like nda belajar, barutah end up sma ___.




LOL.
I guess that's really gona force me to study .
I so dont wana end up with him ):
Cos he's jahat to me.



Nights.



love.

"Ill never let another teardrop fall."


Happy Birthday Dad!
Goodbye Boy.
Hello to You.


love.

SLEEPOVER. (:

ERGH.
I went to dvd stores yesterday, looking for a new series to watch. Then i ended up buying grey's anatomy, season 5. I was pretty much confident that i hadn't watch any of the episodes. I hate myself for that. It turned out that, i already have the same episodes right at home !

i know i know, its crappy.
Whatever.
bye.

*I know, i miss the old days too.*

Dang it.

Teacher : please, revise . There is no holiday for you.

Sociology test is tomorrow, as well as on thursday.


and


OH MY.
I'm so not ready for AS June. =/



love.
bye.

Enjoy your holiday (:




love.

I don't wana fall in love, just wana have a lil fun (:

Yay, I finally have the time to blog (: Last week had been so great . I had the best football nights ever . haha. And not to forget about ze beth "japan cultural night" last thursday. The culture , anime or whatever didnt really concern me though, but the people there were awesome :P esp when they were like friendly, goodlooking, friendly, good looking, good lookingg and like seriously goodlooking :p and even more, some of em were in costumesssss. That was so freakin cool . Oh yeah, i also enjoyed the traditional japanese dance (:

what more ey ? hmm oh,though im not really a big fan of manu but hey, i was quite disappointed too . I watched the game last sunday with others at the redcanopy kiulap. The place was basically packed with manchester's supporters!! Damn it, that was fun. All the other girls were there too, also with the guys as in Khasaf, Msaf, Kiyul, Faiz, Naz and Leeyas, too bad Ariff couldnt join us ): oh, B was also there =D to faf and yuth *wink wink* LOL.

Aishah : COFFEEE BEAN PLEASE!
Fari : Yeah , lets go to coffee bean .
Mars : Dude, i need mocha.

Coffee bean has also been our new fav spot nowadays. Its just very calming and 'healthy' haha, i should say. (: oh man, no wait, i mith au lait.

Okay, enough about last week, lets talk more about this week as its like the last week of school !! =D hee. So yeah, its gona be a long busy week for me. My socio tution starts tomorrow , dang it! That makes tutions eberrrydayyy for me!! well except for wed lah. Dude, I gotta do this seriously cos i dont feel like 'wasting' daddy's money this year =/ oh man, be serious.


bah thats all.
Ill be back until god knows when :P


love.

"Some people come into our lives and quickly go. Others stay awhile, make footprints on our hearts and we are never, ever the same. "

hmmph.

That night was fun (:
We got to play under the rain !

I'm tired.

I don't feel like goin to school tomorrow.
we'll see.


love.

erk whats all this ?

There is something wrong with my msn !!!

Mars ❤ says:
whats my status now ?
Mars ❤ says:
ergh i hate it
[b]cHinGy[/b] 14' says:
awu awu appear off9
[b]cHinGy[/b] 14' says:
hahaha

R saw u from the stage says:
hey... u there?
IR saw u from the stage says:
marsmarcie?
IR saw u from the stage says:
haha
Mars ❤ says:
yeahh yay here (:
Mars ❤ says:
finallly
IR saw u from the stage says:
hahaa
IR saw u from the stage says:
offline masih~haha
Mars ❤ says:
WHATT
Mars ❤ says:
erkk



Mars ❤ says:
saya ada online ?
Shaa ☀ says:
nada
Yush says:
Nada.biar tia bah
Shaa ☀ says:
mas stop askin that ques
Shaa ☀ says:
aku paning
Mars ❤ says:
HAHHAA
Mars ❤ says:
EH MENTAL KU EHH
Mars ❤ says:
malas ku krg online !!


FAF. says:
status mu busy mas - WHATTTT ??? lagi tia jauh!!!


Though my status was actually AWAY but somehow when i asked people about it, they said that my status was appeared offline.
erght.
how the hell did that happen ?



love.

get well soon Tua

My aunt is in the hospital now . I know that she can do it again this time, all the pain that she's having through now will go away in time. Sometimes, whenever i see her in pain, it kills me just to realize that, i cannot do anything for her, i cant make all the pain go away . How i wish i can just replace her, it'd be better if its me than her. I can only pray for her, she once told me that "Just pray, Allah will always listens to you (: "


I miss her smile.
I miss her jokes.
I miss her .



Get well soon Tua (:



love.

what ?!

School was "FUN" !!! right.
Oh anyhoo, i had lunch with faf, yush and geebah (:
Alhamdulilah, things went well . (:

Oh, we're having berbeque tonight at my place =D and the girls are not here yet!!! *batah eh kamu ani, lajubah, i cnt wait to sing!! :P *


Yay, a long night to go !

"** *****! haha! omg!!! check out c mas punya blog! i tel you, sereyes shet, funneh! esp part msa lunch! like, HAHAHHAHAHA funneh! Xp "

- Thanks to my friend who copy pasted this "quote" here from someone's blog ?! . LOL.
do i even know you babe ?!
Tau kau nama ku si mas ?!!!


HAHAHAHA.
love.

got it.

Hello (:
I look so depresso nowadays.

Pas said : whats wrong ? someone died yesterday ?
I said : You're so mean.
Pas said : Then whats going on ?
I said : I gain weight.
Pas said : (&^%%#^(*)(_(&^$#

But seriously, i feeel fat. Okay, scratch that.

Oh, last tuesday was fun. I had a blast with juzai and aisyah. (:

love.

guitar club

Guitar club.
I'm officially one of the guitar club members ! *lols*